Artists at Their Day Jobs
USA Today published a survey recently (May 23, p.1D). Young
people, ages 12 to 17, were asked what career they were most seriously
considering. The survey tallied their first and second choices: 13%,
communications; 21%, science; 23%, business; 24%, law; 26%,
engineering; 28%, medicine/health – and 30%, "the arts." Nearly a third
are considering a career in the arts!
Who's been lying to these children?
What has led them to expect the arts to provide a career? If
"career" means "earning one's livelihood," then somebody warn these
kids: It ain't so.
I know many dedicated artists. After decades of barely making
ends meet, a few finally make art pay – usually in late middle age. But
as a rule, it's most unusual to make a living as an artist.
Poets don't. I've been a poet all my adult life. Spent the
better part of four decades, off and on, writing a long poem (200
pages!), "The Walls of Heaven." The most recent publisher to reject it
"could find no fault with its voice or execution" but would not publish
a book-length poem by a poet "without a track record." Knowing the
business, I was not surprised. My poem is in the hands of some friends.
If that's as far as it gets, I will not have wasted my time. To work
all your life to hand something of worth to your friends is a life well
spent. I had to write that poem; it was a worthy journey, a journey of
lessons bitter and beautiful – and, as Basho wrote long ago, "The
journey itself is the home."
I know some of the finest poets of our era. None earns his or
her keep from the publication of poetry. Their pay, when they're paid
at all, comes from secondary gigs: readings, lectures, conducting
workshops. Readings are poetry-in-the-flesh, a performing art, akin to
acting, when done well. At lectures, beyond what's said, the poet's
presence transmits a high that spectators pay for. Workshops are (often
but not always) a hustle, supplying tidbits to paying customers.
Would-be writers attend workshops for reinforcement. Helps them feel
like writers. But if your life doesn't inspire you to write, a workshop
won't. Not for long. What you most need to learn about writing is how
language resists specific expression and how to shape it into what you
must express, and this is learned through years of writing and in no
other way. Close the door of your room behind you, sit down to the
task, and stick to it – that's the only workshop that finally counts.
Many poets teach. Their livelihood is teaching, not poetry. If
they're good teachers, they transmit their love of poetry. If they're
bad teachers, they teach that even you, poor baby, may be a poet,
provided you write as they do. But you can only be a poet if you
struggle to find your authentic voice and if you ask nothing of your
poetry but to write it as well as you can and to live for the
experience of the writing. Some teachers can inspire that, but nobody
can teach it.
As for earning a living ... long after he earned his fame as a
poet, T.S. Eliot was an editor in a publishing house. Wallace Stevens
(who didn't publish poems until his 40s) was an insurance executive.
William Carlos Williams (the most influential American poet) was a
doctor. Hart Crane wrote advertising copy. Edna St. Vincent Millay, the
most popular poet of her day, scraped by until her late 30s, when her
readings and books began to support her. Nobel Prize-winning poets
Giorgos Seferis of Greece and Pablo Neruda of Chile were in the
diplomatic corps and in politics most of their lives. The young,
rightly, are suspect of practicality, but without a practical strain,
no one survives long as a poet.
Novelists make a living if they write something popular, which
usually means confining oneself to a genre – crime, say, or sci-fi. I
know superb novelists who can boast fine reviews from prestigious
publications, novelists who've been translated into several languages,
but they've rarely earned a year's livelihood from one book – and
novels often take years to write. Famous novelists, from Nathaniel
Hawthorne to William Faulkner, have had to supplement their incomes
with other jobs. James Joyce lived off-the-cuff until given a stipend
from some arts-loving rich person. D.H. Lawrence was poor all his short
life. Willa Cather was a journalist and magazine editor until her early
40s. Henry Miller lived in obscurity, scrounging for money, until his
sexually free books were finally published in America when he was 70.
Faulkner worked in factories, then wrote screenplays. F. Scott
Fitzgerald and Jack Kerouac had great success with their early novels
but died broke in their 40s with most of their books out of print. Me,
I've published three novels, none of which paid my keep for a year;
I've other novels, years of work, that remain unpublished. That's the
gig. I've earned my livelihood as a journalist and screenwriter. I love
journalism, but it's a craft – a craft I respect a great deal – not an
art. Unless you're a writer/director, screenwriting, too, is a craft.
Once producers or directors get their hands on your screenplay, they do
what they wish; it doesn't belong to the writer and cannot be called a
writer's art. Novelists I know work as journalists, teachers, farmers,
engineers, yoga instructors, office workers, acupuncturists – they
master something practical, but, whatever the day job, nothing can stop
them from writing.
I know marvelous painters and sculptors. (I use the word
sculptors loosely: They make three-dimensional art.) Most earn their
keep by teaching; some do commercial art, illustrations, posters, or
album covers. Their best work rarely sells.
As for film directing – how many who go to film school become
directors? A handful. I don't know what those film students do after
graduation, but only about 300 directors a year get paid the big (or
big-ish) bucks to make films; many more manage to make independent
films that play mostly at festivals (if at all), and many of these
directors (and their crews) need day jobs, too. (In TV,
writer/director/producers, such as Joss Whedon, Chris Carter, and J.
Michael Straczynski, make art, but nothing is more rare, and even these
types rarely get to do more than one TV series.)
It's worse for playwrights and theatre directors. Very few
mount a stage production often or for long, and for most it's a labor
of love. The best theatre today is performed in midsized and small
cities all across the country, and almost everyone involved has a day
job.
The performing arts fare somewhat better. Dancers who get
regular work can pay the rent but can rarely buy a house. They're like
baseball players: Not many perform well after the age of 35, and what
will you do then? Most musicians and singers last only as long as their
niche is in vogue. For example: At a lunch counter in Page, Ariz., the
guy on the adjacent seat struck up a conversation with me. Where was I
from? Los Angeles, at the time. He'd lived in L.A.; he'd been a
drummer; their band had a hit; had I heard of it – "I Fought the Law"?
One of the biggest hits of its year. Now he owns a boat-repair shop in
Page. Such stories are legion.
As for actors ... there's art and there's schtick. Most actors
who make a living begin with art and end with schtick: a repertoire of
performance tics that please an audience but have no more to do with
self-expression than toilet paper. Or their story goes like this: When
I lived in West Hollywood, in my apartment building resided an
interesting actress who had a good role on Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
In the second season, they killed her off. Two years later, I saw her
in a commercial. I haven't seen her since. That's show business. Any
given decade, the number of actors who work consistently at roles worth
playing wouldn't fill the roster of a baseball team. Maybe two baseball
teams.
On the other hand, I know a guy in Midland who's devoted to
local theatre. Selflessly and without hope of profit, he acts,
produces, directs. He works more than most actors I knew in L.A.
Daytime, he's a businessman. Nighttime, in the theatre, he's the real
deal.
Nor has any artist the right to whine. Life is tough for
everyone, and no one forced us to become artists. If the love of it
isn't finally enough, one must look not to the world but to the quality
of one's love.
Art is composed of two elements: love and compulsion. The love
of your art and the compulsion to do it. Which is why my words won't
discourage any true artist. If you're the real deal, you'll do it no
matter what. That Greek poet I mentioned, Seferis, said, "We do not
speak of the great or minor artist, but of who keeps art alive." So,
kid, take the leap, devote your life to keeping art alive. You have my
word: Your wages will be trouble that's worth getting into and beauty
that money can't buy. Murray Kempton said it: "The only argument
against [this] road is its risks, and you affront the young – or ought
to – when you advise them against risks."